WHO CARES...!!

I am not what I was some time ago,

But who cares, until I am portraying to be normal!

My smile does not reach my eyes,

But who cares, until I have an emotionless curve on my face!

I don't like to fool around making people laugh,

But who cares, until I am fooling them and my own self!

People often ask me, "How are you?",

But who cares to give a thought to really know how I am!!

People often ask me, "Are you happy?",

But who really cares to know that I havent been sadder than what I am now!

I don't like meeting people,

But who cares, until I am doing a social formality!

I don't like living,

But who cares, until I am breathing!

I don't like pretending to be what I am not,

But who cares, until I manage to fake a perfect exterior!!

Who really cares!!